Well it is almost that time of the year again! As another year comes towards a close, and we look forward to a new year. I really wanted to reflect on my past year. I haven’t written much the past year.
Truthfully I have been so happy, this year it’s actually genuinely surprised me. If you told me back in 2021/2022 I would be happy again, I would of not taken you seriously at all. I was struggling a lot back then. A horrendous learning how to be single and date again. Which was crazy difficult after major trauma and with major anxiety.
The start of 2023, saw me shoot my shot. I picked up the courage to pursue a crush, I had for a very long time. Oh it paid off. An unofficial date, speaking over coffee before a movie, the first time we ever had a full conversation, I had butterflies. It felt weird, it was a new feeling I had never felt before. But the excitement and nerves for our first date, or the fact on our second date we ended up sitting in a coffee shop talking until closing. I knew then. But also the fact I feel the same way every date we do.
This year I went on many dates which I did not have to force, or beg for. I had my first couples holiday, where we both wanted to be there and enjoy it. I was spoilt for my birthday, for the first time in 8 years. Our mini breaks which are some of my favourite memories even if it was Manchester twice! ;P
I did struggle a little, dating as a single mum. It’s so hard! But this year we’ve slowly made ‘family’ memories. An aquarium trip, a trip to the car museum, family meals, a cinema trip, a trip to Puxton Park. My heart is always so full, when I witness these. Jackson adores him, I love that I have no worries in that department at all.
This year has made me more confident, but importantly more happier and certainly sickingly in love.
I’m so ready for 2024. The memories to come that I know about, for example my damn 30th birthday, but even the memories I don’t know about in advance. Our first abroad holiday, our first public holidays, valentines etc, but also our 1 year anniversary.
All the hope to another great year, and another very positive end of year post next year.
~RebeccaKLxo